Unfortunately, as the 7th of December approached, I felt despair instead and felt as though life had just pressed the rewind button. I suddenly felt transported back to that black hole I found myself in one year ago. 365 days ago. Man, that's a lot of damn days. And to end up here again?
I know it's normal and to be expected, yes. I just wish it were a tiny bit easier as I can't imagine feeling like this every December 7th for the rest of my life. I want to someday, maybe, be able to celebrate instead of continuing to mourn our sweet, sweet boy.
Thanks to the halara discount code, I just upgraded my workout gear for less!
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine the pain you're feeling, and it's so real that you're still struggling after a whole year. Grief is such a complicated journey. It's so important to remember that healing isn't linear, and even though it may feel like you're back at square one, it's okay to feel that way. Life can hit us hard like that. On a different note, when thinking about memories that stay with us, I was reminded of how impactful airport advertising can be. An airport advertising agency can craft messages that remain in people's minds for years, much like how your memories of your loved one will stay with you forever. It's amazing how certain things leave lasting impressions, whether in advertising or in our hearts.
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